Remember that time when I flooded my recent deviation with Creepypasta fanarts?
Then it became Band fanarts, Undertale fanarts, Gravity Falls fanarts? Now tiny slasher fanarts!
To those people who had put up with me and stayed with me till now. I just wanted to tell you... THANK YOU
I know, I'm so repetitive about saying "thank you" to be honest, if you check out all my deviations' comments, the replies would probably be me saying thank you, but... I really am! Everyday I struggle about my skills in drawing, everyday I keep questioning myself,
"Why can't my art be appreciated by them? Why can't my family appreciate my work? Why can't my professors appreciate my work? Do they hate my art? Is there something wrong about me? Why can't they see what I see? Why do I have to be so different?"
But you guys made me realize that I am walking in the right path. That it is okay to follow your dreams (even if life fucking hates you for it!). I met friends, a lot of friends, here in DeviantArt. They may be short term friends or friends that will stick to you till the end, they all did good
I had so much fun talking about practically random shit, role playing, jokes and sometimes I couldn't help but tell my entire life story to them cause I just really needed to let out the pain, ya know? Only some very special people listen to you but not everyone that you know in real life is prepared to listen. Sometimes, your life story that haunted you since childhood is... Pretty much... Boring... To them (heartless bastards).
Okay okay! I'm getting a little dramatic here!
But I'm glad that I met such good people in DeviantArt. My 2 whole years hanging out in DA wasn't wasted at all
so I'm happy! I hope that your happy too! Cause tbh, kind people would sometimes comment in my profile or note me about how my art would inspire them. How my art is so amazing to their eyes, that I'm their favorite artist.
Let's be real here for a sec. No jokes. I mean it! When I received those comments/notes, I literally flipped out and I wouldn't stop telling my friends at school how happy I am!! I would laugh and cheer like there's no tomorrow and I could die without regrets (especially when a senpai noticed meh art). You guys know who you are! XD
At school, I'm pretty much one of those few school kids that you would refer to as, "a loner." I still tend to draw at a corner and quickly close my drawing book when someone gets too close behind me. I'm still embarrassed when someone ask me if they could see my sketchpad and yes, I still can't do anatomy right!
I have real friends not exceeding to 10 people. Guess what? Within those amount of real friends, only half of 'em actually think my art is good and 1/4 of them aren't even artists! Just imagine the humiliation! But enough about them Haha I know they're joking, I do sometimes make fun of their drawings lol
I just wanted to tell everyone that it's been great and I'm not planning to leave DeviantArt anytime soon. So I hope you guys prepared for my shit!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR 1,100+ WATCHERS!!!